• profileI am a cocky, self confident, naive, very creative, full of energy and impulsive yet at the same time a very calm person. I am more contradicting than science and religion itself. I am a gamer, writer, a polyphasic sleeper and an artist.

    The light is my salvation, all that I strive to be but deep inside there's a horror, a horror of hope mislead and dreams destroyed. This'll be where I'll pen down my thoughts on everything and nothing.

    November 2008
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time flies by

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~ 時を止まれ~

Time really flies by, doesn’t it? It seems unimaginable that it’s been nearly three years now since I last saw you alive. Three years where I’ve continued on the path without you, or maybe you simply reached the end of your journey while I still have many miles to go. I thoroughly regret not having spent more time with you.

Time is a funny thing, often you feel that everything around you is proceeding too slowly, especially more so when you’re bored with no fun activity to do yet at the same time it passes way too fast. I didn’t realize it, but time has passed way too fast for me when doing daily ordinary, mundane tasks. When I long for the future, it’s passing too slow, when I reminisce, it has passed too fast. I still have very clear and lively memories of my childhood, both sad, silly and happy ones. Enough reminiscing, I better hurry up and grasp my dreams and goals before it’s too late. One minute you’re young and the next you’ll have gray hair and a mortgage, haha.

Anyway, it’s nearing 06:30AM and I should get ready for school soon. I woke up at 04:00AM as usual today. I think I’ll take a shower, eat something and study a little bit for my Japanese test today before leaving the house. Wooo, tests, I better ace it! I’m very rarely enthusiastic about school, but I enjoy Japanese and I want to pass it 100% this time. Oh, and god damned, it’s Autumn, where is my moon?! Why hast thou abandoned me?! I miss my company at night. つきもどってくれ。 さびしいよ、ははは。
いまshowerにいきます!

Whooooosh! -disappears-




solicitous

加奈子愛してるぜ

I can very faintly see the moon tonight. It rejuvenates me and fills me with ideas.
I have once again, tonight, set new goals and aspirations for myself. I wonder what destiny awaits me, and what my boundaries/limits are.




Sleepless Night

Cold - Anatomy Of A Tidal Wave

It’s nearly 5AM, and it’s time I take my nap soon before school.
Today has been a dull day, and tonight is as quiet as ever, with no moon to sight.
How boring.




Why, oh why

..must it be so hard to let go of emotional attachment?